Aug 31, 2021
They I eventually lost my job. So there goes my career, which also means I can't afford alcohol. Lost my house because I couldn't pay rent, lost my... car couldn't afford that shit. I lost everything, and moved cities and then when I was over there the only money I made was to buy fucking alcohol. And then my health...
Aug 31, 2021
I love the fact that you're staying positive thinking, positive acting positive but you're not a positive person. This isn't you're not learning through these specific practices because you don't enjoy doing it. You don't want them to be a part of your life therefore you're not ready. So the point is is to develop...
Aug 31, 2021
I was taking 30 shots a day. Roughly 1500 milliliters of vodka, every day and that's an understatement. I was put into an experimental research facility and was tortured for 250 hours.
I actually died twice and in my second transition is where I figured out what "peace" actually was
Aug 29, 2021
You're NOT powerless over alcohol! "This is the only substance that I'm powerless over? I have to have it? Without it I perish? without it...I can't drink alcohol? You want to make me feel less than fucking human because I decided to fucking drink too much? Fuck you! You're not empowering at all. You're telling me...